Poems

imagine yourself as a piece on a board
can't make any moves, not of your own accord
no, every decision dictated above
a hand that descends, lacking mitten or glove
and grabs you in fingers still covered in grease
so unceremonious, no thanks or please
just moves you wherever, and says, stay right here
and you, just a pawn, have the whole world to fear
but opposite you there are bishops and kings
they think that it's them that are pulling the strings
but really for all of us, it's just that hand
and we, like all pawns, struggle to understand

Your wrinkles, trophy for participation.
The age spots measure trips around the sun.
The line you have to stand in at the station
reminding you that you are not the one.

No first class seats for you, no shiny medals.
As plain and ordinary as can be.
You're not the one that wins, you're one that settles
There's nothing to admire, naught to see.

And yet a part of you still keeps on dreaming
a hopeful, foolish child that trusts, believes,
convinced you've something special and redeeming,
though fate, so stubborn, hides it up her sleeves.

This inner angst, your shrink makes a suggestion,
is likely just a bit of indigestion.

The multiverse, a flexible contraption,
so God's inclined to let it do its thing,
explore the most impractical of options
and strum each strange and quirky cosmic string.

There's one where Eve refused to bite the apple,
no matter the reward or provocation;
makes Satan and the angels try and grapple
with each divine, immaculate gestation.

If there's no bite -- is there no good or evil,
cognition a prerequisite of sorts,
or are these forces integral, primeval
predating Hell and Heaven and their courts?

As Eve and Adam frolic without sin,
their world awaits its signal to begin.

Some days you'd trade a kingdom for a horse.
But mostly, you would rather take the kingdom,
and work to be the subject of a course
on how to pick your battles and to win them.

Some days proceed exactly as you like,
but many are a comedy of errors,
and worst are those determined but to strike
your clenching heart with undiscovered terrors.

Some days it feels that love is labor lost,
a night's dream, nothing more, a passing pleasure,
and others find you paying any cost,
refusing any boundary or measure.

Most commonly, your days are much ado,
and all is well that ends well. Good for you.

The panting dogs of summer off their leash
and roam the Earth from middle spring to autumn.
Parched tree coronas painting a pastiche
of hungry flames. Leaves falling to the bottom,
then offer kindling to the raging fire,
the forests merely husks of former glory,
a fire that consumes the world, entire,
an ashen end to mankind's sorry story.

As Sirius retires to his kennel
and licks his scarred and bloodied, mangy paws,
does he imagine Earth when it was gentle
the planet as it could be, never was?

Anthropocene, as we now rate an epoch.
Anticipate our failure to be epic.