Poems

Announcer says: approaching Sonnet Station.
My ears perk up. I'm going to Nantucket.
The book is stillborn, midway through gestation.
Nantucket being where one goes when fuck it.

I chuckle at the thought of all the has-beens'
debating whether dots must have two spaces.
The dusty bookstores and their empty dust bins;
the never-will-bes' in their coffee places.

What kind of town would call itself a "sonnet"?
A poet colony? Is it contagious?
Romantics seize your soul and feast upon it,
and rhyme-a-dozens masquerade as sages?

Full stop. Doors open. Sky is grey with rain.
I hesitate... then leave doubt on the train.

a sunflower challenged a rose to a duel:
you're not only stubby but you're also cruel
those thorns in your side have hurt many a lover
and any that pick you will surely discover
that your shallow beauty comes only with pain...
he stopped, feeling no further need to explain

the rose swallowed the barbs and replied with aplomb:
I may often grace a distraught lover's tomb
and surely my crimson, the color of blood
but I can do yellow as well as your bud
and yes, I don't follow the traveling sun
its light stops for me, because I am the one

and so they kept at it, a petal for petal
a flowery duel to test any mettle
until craven ravens got the sunflower's seeds
and the rose's great vines overran with green weeds
and the garden turned fallow, and dirt turned to dust
for the must be a winner, surely there must.

Well, let’s talk Paris if you think we must.
Our moonwalks up and down Champs-Élysées
Was any of it more than wanton lust,
a textbook love affair, a sad cliché?
The promises, the lies, oh, but we knew!
We knew, but let the city have its way,
and so, the days we had, too few, too few,
would not allow for truth. We had to say:
“I love you”, “I will leave her”, “I’ll come back”.
“I’ll always”, “I’ll remember”, “I'll be free”.
Our hearts, as if they’ve always had the knack,
pretended not to hear and not to see.
Alone now, in the early winter chill...
And Paris?  Never had it, never will.